Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Damn Kids with their....

You know, all my life I've wanted to be better..
And I'm not talking all of this deep and meaningfull superficial crap, where I'd drone on about how I want to make the world a better place, but I've wanted to be a better me..
As a kid, I always wished that I could sing that little bit better, with a bit more range, and a bit more feeling behind my words..maybe if I had that spark I could have been someone famous. And isn't it funny that as children, our parents condition us to believe that we could honest to god do anything with our lives..and I mean anything.. To be the first female president? Why not! To be an acrobat\doctor? For sure!! To be a Ballerina\american gladiator (that was my sisters one)..why that doesn't sound stupid at all!!!
But we would always wonder that no matter how hard we try, why these life dreams would never come true for us..
Right now, I still want to better myself, just so I can be a better person in general. I'm working full time as a credit card debt collector to pay the rent, and I'm still waiting to be the worlds first writter\secret agent SPY!!
Hahahaha damn kids with their playstation boxes and MTV rap music.

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