So lets guess what's on tomorrow..one....two......three......Valentines
day! That's right, the day of all days that's designed to make those who are alone get drunk and have random one night stand sex, and those of us who are in relationships..(like myself) wonder whether our special someone counterpart has anything planned for us..The day of love, the day of reckoning, Le Love Day as the french say, or the retarded french at least.
My boyfriend who shares the same name as me (but is compltely different in appearence :-p) is amazing.. I love him, but when poised the question about what we're doing for valentines day, I didn't really get a response..so that leaves many unanswered questions in my head. Does he not believe in the day (which is just an excuse to feel loved and to have sex, so I can't personally see a negative side to it) or does he not want to celebrate it? Has he had a soured valentines day experience, or does he just not know what to do tomorrow in regards to a grand romantic gesture?
I'd like to think that this is a no pressure situation, but I mean, I would like something, a flower, a letter, no chocolates..I'm laying off those for a while (lol) but anything that just says "chin up kid, I'm here for you because I love you'' and I do feel like that every time I'm with him, but a little something to symbolise that would be amazing..
I have something planned for him, but whether its an object or a destination shall remain unsaid, as he has access to this page and may very well be reading this just after it has been posted..
But for a holiday that has nothing but good intentions, with the promise of ego stroking and practically 90% of the population getting laid (100% if everyone dropped their standards) why is there so my stress as to whether I should celebrate it or not.? I'm not the pushy kind, I don't like to force the person I'm seeing into doing something they don't want to do, I just think that seeing as though its the first year that I've had sombody, it would be nice to celebrate it with that person, too much to ask for? Maybe.. But I guess time will tell..
Is obvious that I sound needy?
MAN am I whipped....I may be whipped by @ least I'm cool WH-hipped.
Hahahahaaa
Peace out kids..
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